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Recorded by Sergei Šarašenidze on 22 September 2026. Not a singer. Not a stand-in. This is the author, after the sentence, still on the road.
Released 3 July 2026. A hotel room in Bulgaria. Family still in Estonia. The book is the long way home.
His voice
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Sergei Šarašenidze · 2:00
What he said
His words, lightly lined for the page. Not rewritten.
After
So what has happened after I got out. I was released third of July 2026. I was alone in the prison. Yeah, I had some buddies. You cannot call them friends. Buddies. Even the buddies is too much.
Hotel room
Now I'm sitting here in a hotel room. I'm still alone. I still have so-called buddies, because here in Bulgaria it's hard to find yourself a guy who you can call a friend. Friend is a very hard word here, you know. It's hard, because the people here, they take you like a money bag. Money bag. The vampires. The parasites. They don't see you, or any kind of qualities, like the French have, you know.
Home
So he's still alone. And I still haven't reached my family in Estonia. At my home, you know. I'm fighting every day to survive, and I'm trying to get myself home. So the book is writing a long way home under addiction.
I'm fighting every day to survive, and I'm trying to get myself home.